My Slimming World Journey

Hello My Lovelies,



I know I have posted in the past about my weight loss story but I wanted to post a video about it too :)



Slimming world has really changed my life for the better! If you have any questions or want any advice or info then comment or message me on any social media platform.



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Love

BethanyLouise xx

Anxiety And Why I have been Away

Hi Everyone,

Tonights blog post is a very difficult one for me to write. I never really expected to not blog for weeks and not be able to film for YouTube (all my uploads over the past few week have been pre - recorded).

I want to start from the beginning so you can understand fully what I have been going through. I started a new job 3 weeks ago tomorrow and it was a very hard thing for me to do. I knew I would be nervous but I didn't realise I would panic in a lot of situations to do with meeting people and that I would cry in the car on my way to my first day, multiple times. I thought it was normal to panic in such a way for the first day, so I carried on and didn't tell anyone how I felt.

As I got into my 3rd day these feelings didn't pass. Now I am not saying that this is the first time I have experienced these feelings. I have them a lot. I will list below all the situations that make me feel the way I do:

• Going out alone.
• Going to Pubs/Cafes/nightclubs where there are a lot of people.
• Ringing people I don't know on a telephone.
• Driving to places I don't know.
• Getting on public transport.
• Going shopping or to the supermarket

Basically anywhere that involves people or new things.

The feelings I am talking about start with an itchy/scratchy throat that then turns into I can't breath. When I can't breath I get knots in my stomach making me feel sick and tense and my hands start to feel numb. As this is happening I start to cry. The final stage of this is the room feels like it is closing in and I have to run outside or as far away as I possibly can from the situation. For example if I am asked to ring someone I normally just put that job to the bottom of the pile and say "Oh I didn't get round to doing that today".

This is not normal. I only found this out by speaking to family (they noticed that I was a lot more uptight and stressed) and then going to the doctor. I have never been so scared to speak to someone about these things as I have when I walked into the doctors surgery. It turns out I didn't need to be. The lady was lovely and gave me a number to call to get some counselling. She then went on  to tell my what I am suffering is Anxiety and Anxiety/Panic Attacks, which means I am mentally ill. To be honest I was heartbroken to hear that I wasn't "Normal" and that there was something wrong in my head. But it does make sense.... and I can completely understand what it is that makes me feel scared but at this time I can't say it out loud (sorry).

What I am trying to explain to everyone is I haven't had the confidence or the energy (as these attacks are draining) to write posts or film videos. I have been so anxious about filming/writing that its all become too much and I have ended up in a state. In the end I felt the best thing to do was take a step back and try with little baby steps to get back to what I used to be. I will film this week I am determined to so there should be an upload on my channel for next week. And I will write a blog post (though it will have to be friday evening now I work full time). 

Please please please bare with me through this difficult time. I am really trying but it doesn't happen overnight.

If any of you suffer out there with this problem please comment and let me know your tips/advice on how to control this.

Thank you my lovelies!

Love

BethanyLouise xx

My September Favourites

Hi Everyone,



Please check out My September Favourites and let me know what you have been loving this month!



I will be posting a blog post in the coming week to explain why I have been away for a while!



Love

BethanyLouise xx

My Top 10 Highstreet Beauty Products

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My latest video  has my top 10 highstreet products in it. Please check it out and let me know what you think.



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Love

BethanyLouise xx

M.A.C Mineralize Eye Shadow X4 - A Glimmer Of Gold Review

Hi Everyone,

So I haven't posted in a while as I have been so ill with my asthma. The doctors can't seem to control it and it is driving me insane! Anyway I aren't going to dwell on the negatives.. at least having time to recover has meant I can play with my eyeshadow palettes more :)

I rediscovered my MAC Mineralize palette in the back of my drawer. I couldn't remember the last time I had played around with it... so I did exactly that. All the colours in this quad are shimmery... infact that is an understatement... these bad boys like to shine! As you can see below there is a nice white/cream colour, a gold, a copper and then a black/grey.

I did my best to swatch the colours for you but for some reason they don't seem to show very well on my hand :( The white one doesn't really show as a colour it is more of a highlighter for the brow bone or even the cheek bone. I find the gold adds a subtle warm glow to my eyes.. perfect as a base or with a black liner flick over the top. The copper one is a little more deep and looks lovely all over the lid blended with the black/grey colour. 

I don't think these eye shadows are very pigmented but they are great for day time looks or to add over more intense shadows to introduce some sparkle and shimmer :)

As for the packaging I love it. I always love MAC because it is just so simple yet really effective. I love the fact that there is a mirror in the lid so you can do your eyes on the go.

I purchased this in the airport and it cost £18 so it is a little on the pricey side. The only reason I could justify the money was because of the sparkle. I would definitely recommend this to add to someones collection if they are looking for shadows that really shimmer and define.

I hope you have found this review helpful and let me know what you think of this product :)

Love

BethanyLouise xx

L'Oreal True Match Foundation Review

Hi Everyone,



I really wanted to do a verbal and visual review of this foundation. Please watch it and let me know what you think :) If you enjoy it don't forget to like and subscribe :)





Love

BethanyLouise xx

Lip Voltage Powerhouse Review

Hi everyone,

So I've been super duper busy with work the last few weeks and haven't managed to try many new things, however I have been applying my lip voltage power house 3 times a day for 2 whole weeks! 

Firstly I want to say this bad boy stings! It feels like licking chapped lips and putting tea tree into it! Once the pain starts to decrease and you look in a mirror you look like you've been punched in the mouth. My lips looked red and sore. It was such a good job I wasn't going out after the first time I put it on!

Anyways after applying 3 times for about 4 days the pain didn't seem as intense. Maybe it's because I got used to it, or maybe it stopped "working", I really don't know. 

I can't see any noticeable difference in my lip plumpness or fullness so I feel like this product is a con. It's packaging is beautiful - the silver stands off the red so much and makes you want to buy it - but really it doesn't do anything. In my opinion I feel like it is over priced for what is is £20 for a lipgloss that makes your lips look red and sore and sting like a B***h... No thanks. Don't fall into the trap thinking it will give you fuller lips. I wish there was a product out there that did but it seems lip fillers are the only way forward! 

Below you can see the lipgloss packaging and a before and after photo of my lips!

Have you tried lip voltage? What did to think? 

Before and after:

I won't be purchasing this product again.

Love 

Bethany Louise xx